HeroHate it when you call me that.Really do. 'Cause it's not something I 'feel'.Not that I don't appreciate it, I do.But it's not me.I remember when you first said it.My little eyes must have lit up like the sun that day.Had my face painted and everything, you said"Yaaay. Hero!"What?Oh, yeah: Spiderman.Obviously. My favourite.I was over the moon. Could have cried.So happy my Daddy said that to me.But when it comes down to it, being this guyIt's a horribly lonely existence.'Cause, you see: you have to be preparedTo wear a mask. All the time. People look to youThe AnonymousFor strength. In you must be the best of what humanity offers.And I know that behind this bright painted face.Is something horrible. The potential to be something terrible.And I worry everydayThat he's me.But I'd never let it be.That's why, although I hate itI never want a day to go by when you don't thinkThere he is.He's a Hero, that one.
Letter to Kelly and JennDear Jenn and Kelly,There wasn't a lot to me before anime came into my lifeIt was just a black and white monotonous worldWith the only end in sight being deathI planned my life out from beginning to the end as just another drop in the bucketNo one would care whether I got high grades or book awardsMy life was emptyBut then you two came along with Demyx timeThe day I first saw Jenn on my laptop was when things started to turn around againI had heard of cosplay groups before but none had really ever touched me like you guysYou made me smile when the whole world was turned against meYou made me cry with happiness even if those tears were once of sorrowI believed once again in hope and laughter And me getting the courage to be myself was also thanks to youI sometimes think that everything good in my life has come along because of you twoBecause you guys role playing on YouTube made me laugh when no one could even get me to smileI heard that you guys aren't going to do